I'm frustrated and tired of worrying about money, fretting all the time about how we will manage. Everything I spend even a tiny bit of money outside of the business I feel so guilty it makes me feel sick. On Saturday we spent £60 on paint and masking tape and now it's like a little worry worn with teeth, eating me from the inside out.  My back hurts because my chairs so old and I need a new one but to get that I need more customers but I'm a crappy businesswoman, so I can't/don't do the things I need to do, like PR.  And to top it all I'm hungry but I'm on day 5 of the 7 day juice detox so I'm not spoiling it now.