Sunday, May 02, 2004

So yeah. I'm tired. But there's also someone up on Barbelith whom I like talking to.

We appear to live in different timezones, although we live in the same country. But when I get up in the morning at least I get to trawl through previously held conversations.

Hmmmm. You know, trawl isn't the word I need. The word I need means to diligently read past conversations, but only, really, in order to see a particular name.

That word. That word is what I do.

Scroll, scroll, scroll, read... go back and read everything else if relevant.

Scroll, scroll, scroll, read... go back and read everything else if relevant.

Sometimes I wish I lived in that timezone too, lots of the people I like are night-owls. Lots.

And given the choice, I am too. Given the choice I would get up midday, maybe later, and stay up till 4am, 5am because I find I am at my most creative then. But if you stay up till 5am and then you have to get up for school at 7.30am, all you do when you've driven to school and back is go back to bed.

Which isn't ideal. Really.

And if I had a job, (like who's going to hire me? Me: I need to leave by 4.30pm at the latest in order to collect my son. Them: FUCK OFF.) then I really couldn't do the night-owl thing anyway, no matter how much I leaned that way.

Still.

There's someone up on Barbelith whom I like talking to.

And yeah.

I'm tired.

But like I say, there's someone up on Barbelith whom I like.


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